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This was on Thursday, while we were freezing our asses off on the subway platform, on our way to see #StarWars #RogueOne. We met up with more friends and had a good time. ❤ I’ll say this much about r1: even if you know something is going to happen,...
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This was on Thursday, while we were freezing our asses off on the subway platform, on our way to see #StarWars #RogueOne. We met up with more friends and had a good time. ❤
I’ll say this much about r1: even if you know something is going to happen, most of the time, it doesn’t make it any easier to swallow.
We saw it again last night. I think I’m even more emotionally compromised than the first time. But I’ll probably (definitely) see it again. (at Ave M Q Train Station)

Nine years ago, I made the best decision in my life, and I brought this little nugget home. He was pretty much thrown at us without much time to bond, and I wasn’t about to leave without at least giving him a chance. So we took home the dog that was...
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Nine years ago, I made the best decision in my life, and I brought this little nugget home.
He was pretty much thrown at us without much time to bond, and I wasn’t about to leave without at least giving him a chance. So we took home the dog that was rooting through the trash and peeing on everything.
We quickly became best friends after he learned we were humans he could trust. He was really my everything.

I didn’t post about it when it happened because it was too painful, and it still is. When we lost him in January, my world was shattered, and I’m still trying to piece things back together.
Today would’ve been Bobas 19th birthday (give or take). It feels strange spending it without him because I feel like he was always a part of my life. I know he always will be, I just have to get past this chest crushing sadness.

Yoda: Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed that is.
Anakin Skywalker: What must I do, Master Yoda?
Yoda: Train yourself to let go… of everything you fear to lose.

This reminds me of a scene from The Walking Dead’s first ep, where Rick goes into his empty house yelling for his wife and son, but no one is there, and he collapses to the ground, crying, and touches the floor asking himself if what’s going on is...
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This reminds me of a scene from The Walking Dead’s first ep, where Rick goes into his empty house yelling for his wife and son, but no one is there, and he collapses to the ground, crying, and touches the floor asking himself if what’s going on is really real.
I had a moment like that; collapsed on my shower floor, crying in pain and asking myself if this nightmare is really real.
I’ve lost so much due to illness. It’s hard to see anything good about life sometimes, but I’ve been working on that.
#crps #crpsawareness #rsd #NERVEmber #chronicpain #pain #chronicillness #spoonie

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